I Struggled With Philosophy in College. I Think I Was Supposed to Wait.

Jun 20

I struggled with philosophy in college.

In reflection, was this because I was still in my 3-line energy, as a 4/6 profile in Human Design, needing to experience it to understand it?

Will philosophical teachings feel easier to grasp now that I’m in my 6-line energy on the roof?

Will I be able to absorb the teachings and evaluate my lived experience to understand and embody them in a way I wasn’t able to or wasn't meant to before?

I can’t be angry with myself for not diving into Hermetic study* at age 22, then, when I’d not lived enough life for them to resonate at my core.

I’m not behind; the returning of these mystical texts and teachings, in theory, means that I’m aligned.

It tells me that my study of hypnosis and the journey in which, many years ago, I learned that I would lead seekers through their own spiritual temples within their own consciousness via the mind was exactly right.

It tells me that when I was creating around perception, I was onto something that, perhaps, we weren’t ready for. It means it may be worth resurfacing my work from that time and the texts I acquired to help me go deeper into that field and reach mastery.

Where I go next seems to point to conscious mental creation via subconscious energetic sculpting.

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