Laura Leap

I said out loud one morning that I should just stay home and make my own coffee, and then I drove into town anyway and got told off by a stranger in a creperie. Here's what came through afterward about going your own way, why the old frameworks are coming down, and why it's safe to move without knowing exactly what comes next.

Lately I keep hearing the same question, from the spiritual and the skeptics alike: what is going on with the energy right now, and why does time keep slipping away from me? So I tapped in and asked. Here is what came through my channel about why everything feels so strange, and why you are far more prepared for it than you think.

For years I could walk into a room and feel everyone else's mood before I could find my own, until I couldn't tell which feelings were even mine anymore. Here's what I finally understood about not being able to hear myself: it wasn't that my intuition had gone missing. It was that I was full of energies that were never mine to begin with.

I gave notice on a Monday. By Tuesday, I was already building the case for why I should take it back. Here's what I finally understood about the fear that floods in right after a real decision: it isn't a verdict telling you you were wrong. It's the feeling of your life actually changing.

I struggled with philosophy in college, and, at the time, it felt like a personal failing. I'm a 4/6 profile in Human Design, built to learn by living first, not by reading. The texts are coming back to me now, and I don't think that's me being late. I think it's me being right on time.

Whether or not to leave generally shows up as a feeling first. Different feelings point in different directions, but there are some clear indicators that it’s time to make a change. Here's how I tell them apart, and the one move you can make now to find out which one you've got.

You keep turning the same situation over, sure there's one more thing to find in it. There isn't. The closure you're waiting for would have to come from someone who was never going to give it, which means you're the one who has to make the ending. Here's how I think about letting go when no one hands you permission.

There's a kind of spiritual membership built to keep you inside it — daily challenge, monthly challenge, use the tools, or else. And I get why it works. But somewhere in there, people stop healing and start depending. I've watched it happen. I've done it myself. Here's what I think we've gotten wrong about doing the work.