Time Is Doing Something Strange Right Now
This morning I was getting ready, letting my consciousness open up and letting my guides come in to tell me what we would be talking about today. What they brought forward was something I keep seeing on Threads. The same question, over and over. Things have been really weird; what is going on with the energy? I am not sleeping well; what is going on with the energy?
There is so much of this questioning right now. You see people taking it straight to the astrology girlies: "What is happening to me here?" People are feeling it from all different parts of life, the ones who are very spiritual and the ones who are not very spiritual.
So I wanted to tap in and get us a proper read on the energy, beyond our basic understanding that we are moving out of the old paradigm and into a new paradigm, which according to Human Design should begin in February of 2027. Whether the prophecy is to be believed is completely up to you and your own discernment. I am open to the possibility, and I am hopeful for it, because it sounds like it is going to be much more in alignment for my energy and how it moves. But I am also open to that not quite being the case. I am comfortable holding multiple beliefs at the same time, so hopefully you are as well.
Here is what came through.
Time is slowing down
The energy is moving really quickly, but underneath that, time is actually slowing down. This is the phenomenon so many people have been describing: that they are losing time. It is not that they are busy in their day-to-day and lose track of it; it is that time seems to be disappearing on them altogether. Which is a strange thing to sit with, because if time is slowing down and the energy is moving fast, then why is it that people are losing time?
The reason they are losing time is because the energy is moving fast. So if you have had that eerie sense that time is slowing down, you are right. It actually is. And the energy is moving a lot faster, which is what everybody needs to pay attention to, because as the energy moves faster, it means you can create what you want more quickly.
Creating consciously
Here is the part to be careful with. It can be what you want, but it can also be whatever you are thinking about the most. So if you are ruminating on what you do not like and what you are afraid of, it is possible for you to create more of that more quickly too. What is coming through, though, is that this is not something to be afraid of, because you are not going to create disaster. You are not going to create anything truly detrimental. This is simply what you want to be aware of as you are consciously creating inside this slower time-space reality.
What is being asked of you is to be more aware of what you are thinking and feeling so you can engage with it consciously. When something comes up, when you feel fear or doubt or anger or loneliness, when you feel any of the emotions you would prefer not to feel, become aware of it right away, let yourself process it out through the body, and then ask what you could create from a positive perspective. Not exactly to soothe the fear, but to move the feeling all the way through and let it release, because it is usually tied to something you truly want to create.
So what is on the other side of that feeling? What is on the other side of that fear, or that repeating thought? That is exactly where you want to be looking. What I am seeing is that you can go backward, into the unfortunate experiences that created these thoughts in the first place, or you can look forward. Looking forward sounds like this: I am aware of these emotions, aware of the thoughts attached to them, and aware that they are pointing to something I actually desire. So what becomes possible once I have fully felt this emotion and fully processed this fear?
And there is a difference between a want and a desire. The want is the top-level thing, the one you would name first if I asked you. The desire is the emotion and the actual physical experience living underneath the want. When you get clear on that, on the feeling you are actually reaching for, you can take an action that is truly soul-aligned toward what you are desiring to create for yourself.
Co-creating with fear
And here is what I know about fear. It is never fully processed, because fear will always exist. What this is really about is getting comfortable enough with fear that you can live and co-create side by side with it. I always say that fear is an opportunity to go deeper, to ask more questions, to get more information.
To be very clear, I do not mean the kind of fear you feel walking down a back alley. If you are in a back alley and you are afraid, go where the light is and stay around people. Always trust your instincts in those moments. That is not what we are talking about here.
You can co-create with fear. You can co-create with doubt. You can co-create with all of it. The point is not to look back; the point is to look forward. That does not mean memories will stop surfacing, and when they do, it is only to help you understand how you got where you are, which is perfect. But the point is not to dwell there, and it is certainly not to let the memory mean anything about you. A memory surfaces so you can neutralize it, so you can process the emotions that came with it, so you can look at it from a few different angles and understand how it shaped you and how it led you here. And then you decide what you want to create from there.
As I have said, we are in a time where you can create what you want a little more quickly, so the more conscious you are about your thoughts and your feelings, the better. This is what so many of us have been studying up to. These are the tools of manifestation and conscious creation: becoming aware of our thoughts and our feelings, learning to move an emotion all the way through the body and then choose what we create from there. We have been learning them for a long time, and this is the moment we were learning them for. So even though there is a real feeling of being unprepared right now, you are far more prepared than you think you are, and the changes coming are going to be good ones.
The open wound
And all of this is happening while we move through something much bigger together. The challenge is that we are in the open wound phase. And in the open wound phase, we have to clean out what is in there. If you fall on the gravel and skin your knee, you have to get the little stones out, and you have to get the dirt out, so the wound does not get infected as it starts to scab over. That is exactly where we are right now, cleaning stuff out, and we are watching it happen in real time.
We are watching people who once blindly followed their leaders, whether political or spiritual or corporate, take a step back and ask why they were following at all, and what they were actually afraid of, and then start to speak up and out so things can change. That is the gravel coming out of the wound. We want the gravel out of the wound. I know that is a fairly hideous way to describe what is happening, but it matters, because things do have to get a little worse before they get better. I do not love being the bearer of that message, but this is where we are.
The wound is also going to go through that gross green phase, light green, hopefully not the infected kind. What I am hearing is that infection only sets in when people are unwilling to do what is necessary to care for the wound. Translated into your day-to-day, you can absolutely keep festering in memories that are not serving you, in beliefs that are not serving you, in energies that are not serving you, in relationships and jobs that are not serving you. You can do all of that. But what you will end up with is the infected wound, and we do not want the infected wound. We want to start moving forward so the real healing can begin, so we can get through the yucky but necessary green phase, and reach the scab, and get some fresh skin underneath that builds back up in a healthy way.
That is what we are going for. Taking proper care. Tending diligently, but not obsessively, to ourselves and our lives and the people we love and our communities, so we can all get the gravel out and heal together, and build this new world and this new paradigm that feels better than the late-stage capitalism hellscape we have been living in.
You are a microcosm
But there is one more thing that is a little more direct and to the point. You are not always going to like what happens, but know that what happens is important. There is a lesson to be learned, a direction to be taken, advice to be received, and magic to be had. It does not have to be all bad. If you can keep a positive attitude, if you can let yourself grieve, if you can let yourself be honest about your thoughts and your feelings gently, because there is no need to be aggressive about it, things are going to change for you in the most beautiful, positive way.
Remember that you are a microcosm. If you can focus on yourself and your own sphere of control, and not let yourself get too bogged down by the macrocosm, you are going to come out just fine. So stop the doom scrolling. Look at the news sporadically, or not at all if that is what serves you. Let yourself be present in your own life, in your family, whether that is the one you came from or the one you built, and let yourself be present in your community. Be of service in your local community. That is what this time is really calling for: focusing on your sphere of control.
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